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Sunday, October 03, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:02 PM From the beginning, I never tot that I'll be with you. We started from being friends. Msg, talking on phone and going out tgt, just you and me. You NEVER once rejected me when I needed you to be there. You always fork out time for me, to hear wat I have to say. Though there's an obstacle between us, we still go on hand in hand tgt. As time pass, slowly we get to know each other more. And ending up being tgt after months later(: Our r/s was like normal couples, honeymoon period. No arguements and stuffs, was so sweet. Remember how you organised the chalet on my birthday? You prepared everything, no need me to worry. And I'm so touched upon receiving the birthday present. I teared and gave you a BIG HUG. I never tot that you will buy such present for me. Though its Sheryl who brought you for shopping(: But the present is still from you, the heart that counts. From the first day of chalet till going hm, you did everything. I'm so thankful that I HAVE SUCH A BF. After the 4th month, things slowly changed bit by bit. I dont really know what went wrong between us. You can simply gave me a cold shoulder. Sometimes NOT even a msg a day. I tried telling myself that you are busy, dont disturb you. And ya, things carried on like that for a month. We have NOT been going out tgt also, you seems so busy with stuffs. Friends ard me keep asking me what happened to us. I just tell them that you are real busy. I dont know if this is really like that, maybe just to make mysel feel better. I always tell myself you have a reason for doing anything. So, I dont doubt you, Indeed, I trust you for doing whatever you wants to. I never ever question you anything, cos I know you dont like it. I give you your freedom and stuffs, never bother you. When I msg you asking what really happened to us, you said nth. Asked me not t think so much. But, as time pass, things really changed alot alot. I really cant take it already, it makes me feel so ALONE. Till the day that we went to watch our LAST movie tgt at amk hub. I forced myself telling you how i feel stuffs. To make our life easier, I put a FULLSTOP on everything. Cos I believed this is what you want but dont dare to say out. You are just waiting or me to say out that word that I NEVER want to. It really hurts ALOT after sending you that msg. I cried for the whole entire night, telling myself this is the only solution. You seems to take it so normal when we met at work. Everything seems so normal to you, but NOT me. The moment I saw you, my heart hurt so much. I prayed so hard that I dont wish to see you, but no. I see you for the whole entire week instead! 6 months had already passed, and I still hanging on here. I mght be enjoying life, going places that You dont like me going. But, till this very moment, my heart is still with you. NOTHING EVER CHANGED! But, you? Treat everything so easy already. Whe is the things and promises that you said to me in the past? You made me walked into your world first. Den after that just leave me all ALONE there?! I really find it so UNFAIR to me, but what can I do? All I can do is to be with you whenever I can. I believe you knows how I felt till today. You are just trying to run away from this problem, Thinking that things will eventually solved. I really really wish to know what is in your mind? Can you please tell me?! DONT keep me hanging like that. I dont know why my feelings for you is so deep, But ya, ts just like that from the day I agreed to be with you. Just wanna let you know that I really LOVEYOU alot. This are the things that I always wanted to tell you but i cant bring myself to do so. So blog is the only place that I can throw everything out. Lastly, NEVER regret being with you, cos I really felt blissful(: |
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